just trying to changed my new blogger template. i'm hoping it wont messed up again like before. but i've failed.. for now i just stick with my suuper pink template :))

why

...i can't let you go?

since then, by force, i have not spoken to him, i have maintained my being put of touch, because if the life she has chosen is truly the one he wants, he does not need me there to screw with it. i want him back desperately, but she has hurt me so much, and i would still love her if she came back. she was my light and my darkness, my soul and my heart, and now he is gone... why i can not let him go?

Dream

it is but natural for us to dream. dreaming and believing to achieve what we want in life. but sometimes, we fail. thought that life is soo unfair. that God is the one making and doing it. its in our hands.

at times everyday, i feel like i'm tired, feel like everyone's moving so fast, that i'm just there alone and thinking that i'm frustrated and devastated. but i have to go to the flow of life. who knows however, things are complicated, but i know those are just a test. who knows someday, somehow, i will be one of the shining stars in the sky. for that i have to tell myself that failure is not a hindrance in reaching my goals. so excel, and do what you want what is the best for you.

decorative candles

it make our homes smell fresh and wonderful. :) citronelle, strawberry, sunflower tornesol, dewberry and blue lagoon colours.

a singer or a dancer?

a photographer lol..

Ask me anything and I'll answer you directly. :)

Do you believe in luck?

yes i believe in bad luck. but either bad/good luck comes and goes for everyone. i believe in karma. i believe that when one door shuts, another door will open.

Ask me anything and I'll answer you directly. :)

FYA of mum

we went out this afternoon in seaside Macapagal Ave. to celebrate mum's FYA. we spent 470 pesos for the restaurant to cook plus 400 pesos of the crab, shrimp and seweed. we didn't finished the crab, we packed back. we have a good laugh while we were out. went out 4:30pm then come back 8:30pm. as usual, i took pictures the food again :) bought 400 pesos for food lol.. didn't finished it the food on my plates. this is seeweed.
the meal was so nice and looks good too. healthy... i love crabs! Mmmmmmmmm.... it looks all yummy! really nice place and as you can see there was nobody there cuz its too early, yes its private party lol..





when we left only people just arriving. soooooo nice..... we really like the place. sooooooooo cleannnnnn....
actually, mum didn't want to go and she was laying in her bed but i woke her up and said, "come on Adel it is your FYA get up and we go eat crab", i said. lol yeah, i woke up her. mum said, she's the star so no more pictures for me lol. and it's change eh.



took no pics for me. wowwwwwww! and hard to believe....

have a nice day!

top of the morning to the whole wide world and the rest of the day to myself. i said good morning or good night! or either, depending on your time zone :) <3>

i am thinking of productive things to do on a saturday morning :)

by the way, the truth is i really missed you...... ODI!!! i wonder how you are and if you are okay and whom i really don't talk to anymore...

my past time :)

yeah, i am studying different languages like German, Turkish, Spanish, Portuguese and French language. know some basics but i am more focus especially in French. i am a hardworking girl :) Turkish is more tough and very tricky. yes, its because is so different, they use another system :) there's a good website especially regarding the grammar. Turkish grammar is not that easy eh. the verb takes always place in the end of the sentence like nasil sin = how you. there are some words sentences but that are idioms. should study German but its as hard as Turkish. French is more feminine to speak for women. Russia is for men.

..that always the problem when you study grammar:) i read to much rules but too less examples.
it demands time to keep all the rules in one head and grammar is the hardest part especially with Turkish.

i've been studying a lot of languages and that must need a lot of time, also gotta learn tons of new words. its better to study not this much languages and focus on 2 for example, when you know them you continue with the next one :)

i have the book and the CD and will keep them fastly on my mind. i wanna learn all these languages cuz im having fun, for travel, for friends and for everything.. i have no worry, as long as i keep studying i will get reach a good level all of them :)

anyway, i am trying to learn things about there and practice these languages cuz its awful xDDD. i would like to meet new people around the world cuz i am dreaming of long world trip.

Truth:

i don't know if i'll be able to write everything on you xD
1: FRICKING LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!!
no matter what you have always been there for me.. i'm sure it was fate that you and i met. you are soo cute, beautiful, hilarious, a great person, and an amazing computer programmer and artist. i know all this sounds corny, but i consider you as my non-blood related sis and you will always be a part of my heart!! :D THANK YOU for always being there for me and giving me a greatd advice. i have learned so much from you :) I LOVE YOU and i hope that for the next year and forever actually, we will always be friends. :D you and i are one of the best things that ever happened to me :) ILY....

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if u could invented one thing, what would it be?

a device that you can transform into a bird then fly away and or whatever you want it to.

Ask me anything and I'll answer you directly. :)