Janna and Me Dialog
Janna: Dinner time.
Me: Eat well du-de
Janna: Kaw din du-de.
Janna: addiccted to blueberry Frugurt....yum yum yum
ME: sarap yan, blueberry danish ayaw mo? hehe..
Janna: ok lng dn du-de... like q kz yoghurt eh! hehehe...
Janna: medyo tgal q na d natry un ha! libre mo q du-de.. hehehehe
Me: Sure, next time, ehehe..
Me: unfollow muna kita. ang dali maubos ng load pag cp gamit wahhh....
Janna: cge cge sure syang load..
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
plans..dreams..goals you have
SO many:
- go to the dentist
- meet all my twitter friends
- meet my special someone
- inquire a new house
- waiting for CNO
- find a job (if ever)
- inquire plane ticket
- accompany my cousin's agency
- go to Turk Embassy
- get a Turk lesson
- get a French lesson
- go to HK for holidays
- buy new stuffs
- call my niece and nephew
- have fun
Hahaha there are so much more obviously but just naming a few. I’ve made an actual Bucket List that i keep adding stuff to, it’s nice to think that you can accomplish so many things in life. And you can if you put your mind to it and not give up :)
- go to the dentist
- meet all my twitter friends
- meet my special someone
- inquire a new house
- waiting for CNO
- find a job (if ever)
- inquire plane ticket
- accompany my cousin's agency
- go to Turk Embassy
- get a Turk lesson
- get a French lesson
- go to HK for holidays
- buy new stuffs
- call my niece and nephew
- have fun
bored
halatang la magawa
it's harder than you think!! Here is what you are supposed to do...please don't spoil the fun...copy and paste into your own note, type in your answers and tag a bunch of people - including me.
001. Real name: Jassele Jane Udaundo
002. Nicknames: Jaz, skinny girl, kulit
003. Married: nope
004. Zodiac sign: Taurus
005. Male or female: Female
006. Age: 28
007. Elementary: Namuac-San Andres Elementary School
008. High School: Namuac Academy / INNHS/ Northwestern University
009. College: CCP / SACI
010. Hair color: burgundy brown
011. Long or short hair: long.
012. Smoke: Occasionally sometimes
013. Drink: Of course! ehehe
014. Available: nope
015. Are you a health freak: yes?
016. Height: 5'4"
017. Do you have a crush?: oo naman.. ehehe
018. Do you like yourself: oo naman.. ^^
019. Piercings: ear piercings
020. Tattoos: hanggang henna lang
021. Righty or lefty: righty
FIRSTS :
022. First surgery: never
023: First piercing: ears
024. First best friend/s: SJBY
025. First award: CotY
027. First pet: dog, c valentine.. =)
028. First vacation: Manila
029. First concert: hmmm. Air Supply! ehehe
030. First crush: nyahaha.. sakin n lng un
049. Eating: huh?? kinakain q ngaun?? banana oatmeal yogurt ice cream!! ehehe
050. Drinking: water!!
052. I'm about to: answer the next question...
053. Listening to: Fallin' for you by Colbie Caillat
FAVORITE:
054. Food: naku madami.. hahaha.. kaldereta, kare-kare, lengua at qng anu-ano pa
055. Drinks: iced tea!
056. Colors: blue, red, green
057. Numbers: 1 & 8
YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: yep!
059. to get married: sure!
060. Careers in mind: nurse.. pero parang gs2 q mag fligh stewardess.. hmmm..
WHICH IS BETTER? :
068. Lips or eyes: lips
069. Hugs or kisses: hugs
070. Shorter or taller: taller, kc im short.. qng shorter pa skn, naku anliit na nun.. ehe
072. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic AND spontaneous!!
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach..
074. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship: relationship!
HAVE YOU?
078. Kissed a stranger: as in total stranger?? nope ^^
079. Drank bubbles: bubbles??
080. Lost glasses/contacts: Yup, several times na..
081. Ran away from home: yes, pero bata pa q nun! ehehe
082. Liked someone younger: ahaha.. yes
083. Liked someone Older: oo din!!
084. Broken someone's heart: ata
085. Been arrested: nope..
086. Turned someone down: yes.
087. Cried when someone died: d b dapat?
088. Liked a friend: yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. In yourself: i try to
090. Miracles: i do
091. Love at first sight: NO!
092. Heaven: yes
093. Angels: yes
094. Santa claus: not anymore
095. Sex on the first date: nope
096. The more you hate, the more you love: sometimes.. ^^
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: yes.
098. Name one song you can relate to right now?: incidentally, Fallin' for you by Colbie Caillat! ehehe
099. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time: Nope.
100. Do you believe in God?: Yes.
hiskul hiskul
1. Bakit ka nahuhuli sa pila bago mag-flag-ceremony?
- kasi late aq?
2. Anong fave mong bilhin sa canteen?
- complete!!! tsaka ung kaldereta nila!!
3. Na-guidance/principal's office ka na ba?
- ou, principal's office.. d q sasabihin qng baket.. ahaha
4. Sinong fave teacher mo?
- haha, di ko maalala!!
5. Sinong HATEST teacher mo nmn?
- ahaha.. basta ung mga substitute teachers.. at mga terror na teacher
6.Sinong most loved teacher mo?
- Ma’am Monponbanua ^^
7. Nakakahiyang pangyayari?
- pinagduckwalk aq around the quadrangle na may bag na parang upuan ng motor ^^
8. Most memorable moment:
- first day ng 3rd year hiskul.. syempre trabsferee aq nun kaya mejo traumatic.. ehe
9. Varsity?
-sa kasamaang palad..
10. Sinu-sino mga kabarkada mo nun?
-hmm.. v-anne, tet, lhen, BFF
11. Ilang beses mo nang nawawala ung ID MO?
-di pa ata
12. Favorite teacher's quotable quote?
-Si sir substitute pa dn!! "Do you have this finger with me??" ahaha..
13. Most unforgettable persons?
- Luthers!
14. May yearbook kayo?
- YEP.
15. I-describe ang mukha mo sa huling grad pic mo
- ay.. parang di nawalan ng isang milyon haha
16.Anong binibili mo sa labas tuwing uwian?
- KWEKWEK!! at tsaka mani tsaka cornick
17. Nakakita ka na ba ng multo sa school?
-Nde pa naman
18. Nangarag ka ba sa updating/paghahabol sa projects?
- ahaha!! ang dapat natanong is may nagawa ka na bang project na hindi ka nagrush?? ehehe
19. Ano ang unang-una mong ginawa after classes?
- e di ayos ng gamit
20. Ano naman ang papel mo sa room?
- parang ala.. ahaha.. isa lang akong salingket
21.Favorite vendor?
-Manong Kwekwek!
22. Kung papalitan ang color ng uniform nyo, ano color gusto mo?
-white n lng
23.Sino ang mga pasaway sa room nyo?
-ay.. lahat! ahaha
24. Sino sa mga ka-batch mo ang pwede sa PBB Teen Edition?
- si kav
25. Pinakacute sa room niyo?
-AQ! ahaha
26. Sino ang favorite love team sa room mo?
-ash n eric, ^^
27. May CAT ba kayo sa school niyo?
-yepyep!
28.Ano rank mo sa CAT niyo?
-wala kz taz na nun hs
29.Ano tawag sayo sa room mo?
-jaz, or kulit
30.Active ka ba sa mga school activities niyo?
- nde! ahaha.. mahiyain ako haha
31. May mga nakaaway ka ba sa room mo?
- ou!c meron, basta sya nay un hehe
32. Nangongopya ka ba pag exams?
- ou naman!! ahaha
33.Sino mga napupusuhan mo nun?
- ahahaha.. d p q handang magtapat e.. ahaha
34. Ano ang mga hindi mo makakalimutan nung field trip?
- Nawala ung ticket q sa star city.. ehehe
35. Mga paborito mong extra curricular activities?
- MESSAC club /mountaineering, ang kinalolokohan ko :)P
36. First and last dance mo nung prom?
- hay.. ewan na
37. Sumali ka ba ng cheering?
- YEP! saya ^^
38. Mass demo?
- elementary ata yun e
39. Sabayang Pagbigkas?
- nope, asa english quiz bee aq nun.. ehe
40. Intrams?
- Soft ball!!
41. Aminin mo. Mainit ang dugo mo sa mga guard dahil ayaw ka palabasin kahit anong dahilan ang sabihin mo?
- D naman.. Nagpapalabas naman sila.. ehehe
42. saan yung tambayan mo bukod sa classroom, corridor at canteen?
- sa may fire exit
43. Saan ka nagtatago kapag nale-late ka at hindi mapagalitan ng teacher mo?
- huh.. d aq nagtatago.. umuuwin na haha
44. Kung wala ka sa orihinal na section mo at papipiliin ka ng ibang section, anong section?
- pwdng ndi mamili?? ehe
45. Kung may babaguhin ka/ilalagay na campus rule? Ano yon?
dapat ndi pinapauwi mag nalalalte!! ahaha
46. Ano ang mga nagbago sa'yo simula noon?
- tumaba at pumuti onti.. ehe
47. Kung ikaw ang maglalagay ng motto sa year book mo, ano yon?
- If others can, why can’t i?. ^^
48. Umiyak ka ba nung graduation niyo?
- ou, dahil may pumasok na gamugamo sa mata ko.. at di lang sya pumasok, naglibot pa sya ^^
ABC
A - Age: 28
B - Bed size: twin size
C - Chore you hate: maghugas ng pinggan
D - Dog's name: ala e..
E - Essential start to your day item: cellphone
F - Favourite colour: pink
G - Gold or Silver: gold
H - Height: 5'4"
I - Instruments you play: keyboard/guitar (not really good at either)
J - Job title: as for now, wala :D
K - Kid(s): wala
L - Living arrangements: staying with my mum
M - Mom's name: Adelina
N - Nicknames: Adel,
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: la pa naman so far
P - Pet Peeves: kayabangan
Q- Quote from a movie: I AM THE QUEEN OF THE WORLD! ehe
R - Right or left handed: right
S - Siblings: 2
T - Time you wake up: 10 AM
U- Underwear: panty
V - Vegetable you dislike: okra
W - Why you run late: car
X - X-rays you've had: chest p lng naman
Y - Yummy food you make: PANCAKE!! hehe.. yumyum ^^
Z - Zoo favourite: lions?
it's harder than you think!! Here is what you are supposed to do...please don't spoil the fun...copy and paste into your own note, type in your answers and tag a bunch of people - including me.
001. Real name: Jassele Jane Udaundo
002. Nicknames: Jaz, skinny girl, kulit
003. Married: nope
004. Zodiac sign: Taurus
005. Male or female: Female
006. Age: 28
007. Elementary: Namuac-San Andres Elementary School
008. High School: Namuac Academy / INNHS/ Northwestern University
009. College: CCP / SACI
010. Hair color: burgundy brown
011. Long or short hair: long.
012. Smoke: Occasionally sometimes
013. Drink: Of course! ehehe
014. Available: nope
015. Are you a health freak: yes?
016. Height: 5'4"
017. Do you have a crush?: oo naman.. ehehe
018. Do you like yourself: oo naman.. ^^
019. Piercings: ear piercings
020. Tattoos: hanggang henna lang
021. Righty or lefty: righty
FIRSTS :
022. First surgery: never
023: First piercing: ears
024. First best friend/s: SJBY
025. First award: CotY
027. First pet: dog, c valentine.. =)
028. First vacation: Manila
029. First concert: hmmm. Air Supply! ehehe
030. First crush: nyahaha.. sakin n lng un
049. Eating: huh?? kinakain q ngaun?? banana oatmeal yogurt ice cream!! ehehe
050. Drinking: water!!
052. I'm about to: answer the next question...
053. Listening to: Fallin' for you by Colbie Caillat
FAVORITE:
054. Food: naku madami.. hahaha.. kaldereta, kare-kare, lengua at qng anu-ano pa
055. Drinks: iced tea!
056. Colors: blue, red, green
057. Numbers: 1 & 8
YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: yep!
059. to get married: sure!
060. Careers in mind: nurse.. pero parang gs2 q mag fligh stewardess.. hmmm..
WHICH IS BETTER? :
068. Lips or eyes: lips
069. Hugs or kisses: hugs
070. Shorter or taller: taller, kc im short.. qng shorter pa skn, naku anliit na nun.. ehe
072. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic AND spontaneous!!
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach..
074. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship: relationship!
HAVE YOU?
078. Kissed a stranger: as in total stranger?? nope ^^
079. Drank bubbles: bubbles??
080. Lost glasses/contacts: Yup, several times na..
081. Ran away from home: yes, pero bata pa q nun! ehehe
082. Liked someone younger: ahaha.. yes
083. Liked someone Older: oo din!!
084. Broken someone's heart: ata
085. Been arrested: nope..
086. Turned someone down: yes.
087. Cried when someone died: d b dapat?
088. Liked a friend: yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. In yourself: i try to
090. Miracles: i do
091. Love at first sight: NO!
092. Heaven: yes
093. Angels: yes
094. Santa claus: not anymore
095. Sex on the first date: nope
096. The more you hate, the more you love: sometimes.. ^^
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: yes.
098. Name one song you can relate to right now?: incidentally, Fallin' for you by Colbie Caillat! ehehe
099. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time: Nope.
100. Do you believe in God?: Yes.
hiskul hiskul
1. Bakit ka nahuhuli sa pila bago mag-flag-ceremony?
- kasi late aq?
2. Anong fave mong bilhin sa canteen?
- complete!!! tsaka ung kaldereta nila!!
3. Na-guidance/principal's office ka na ba?
- ou, principal's office.. d q sasabihin qng baket.. ahaha
4. Sinong fave teacher mo?
- haha, di ko maalala!!
5. Sinong HATEST teacher mo nmn?
- ahaha.. basta ung mga substitute teachers.. at mga terror na teacher
6.Sinong most loved teacher mo?
- Ma’am Monponbanua ^^
7. Nakakahiyang pangyayari?
- pinagduckwalk aq around the quadrangle na may bag na parang upuan ng motor ^^
8. Most memorable moment:
- first day ng 3rd year hiskul.. syempre trabsferee aq nun kaya mejo traumatic.. ehe
9. Varsity?
-sa kasamaang palad..
10. Sinu-sino mga kabarkada mo nun?
-hmm.. v-anne, tet, lhen, BFF
11. Ilang beses mo nang nawawala ung ID MO?
-di pa ata
12. Favorite teacher's quotable quote?
-Si sir substitute pa dn!! "Do you have this finger with me??" ahaha..
13. Most unforgettable persons?
- Luthers!
14. May yearbook kayo?
- YEP.
15. I-describe ang mukha mo sa huling grad pic mo
- ay.. parang di nawalan ng isang milyon haha
16.Anong binibili mo sa labas tuwing uwian?
- KWEKWEK!! at tsaka mani tsaka cornick
17. Nakakita ka na ba ng multo sa school?
-Nde pa naman
18. Nangarag ka ba sa updating/paghahabol sa projects?
- ahaha!! ang dapat natanong is may nagawa ka na bang project na hindi ka nagrush?? ehehe
19. Ano ang unang-una mong ginawa after classes?
- e di ayos ng gamit
20. Ano naman ang papel mo sa room?
- parang ala.. ahaha.. isa lang akong salingket
21.Favorite vendor?
-Manong Kwekwek!
22. Kung papalitan ang color ng uniform nyo, ano color gusto mo?
-white n lng
23.Sino ang mga pasaway sa room nyo?
-ay.. lahat! ahaha
24. Sino sa mga ka-batch mo ang pwede sa PBB Teen Edition?
- si kav
25. Pinakacute sa room niyo?
-AQ! ahaha
26. Sino ang favorite love team sa room mo?
-ash n eric, ^^
27. May CAT ba kayo sa school niyo?
-yepyep!
28.Ano rank mo sa CAT niyo?
-wala kz taz na nun hs
29.Ano tawag sayo sa room mo?
-jaz, or kulit
30.Active ka ba sa mga school activities niyo?
- nde! ahaha.. mahiyain ako haha
31. May mga nakaaway ka ba sa room mo?
- ou!c meron, basta sya nay un hehe
32. Nangongopya ka ba pag exams?
- ou naman!! ahaha
33.Sino mga napupusuhan mo nun?
- ahahaha.. d p q handang magtapat e.. ahaha
34. Ano ang mga hindi mo makakalimutan nung field trip?
- Nawala ung ticket q sa star city.. ehehe
35. Mga paborito mong extra curricular activities?
- MESSAC club /mountaineering, ang kinalolokohan ko :)P
36. First and last dance mo nung prom?
- hay.. ewan na
37. Sumali ka ba ng cheering?
- YEP! saya ^^
38. Mass demo?
- elementary ata yun e
39. Sabayang Pagbigkas?
- nope, asa english quiz bee aq nun.. ehe
40. Intrams?
- Soft ball!!
41. Aminin mo. Mainit ang dugo mo sa mga guard dahil ayaw ka palabasin kahit anong dahilan ang sabihin mo?
- D naman.. Nagpapalabas naman sila.. ehehe
42. saan yung tambayan mo bukod sa classroom, corridor at canteen?
- sa may fire exit
43. Saan ka nagtatago kapag nale-late ka at hindi mapagalitan ng teacher mo?
- huh.. d aq nagtatago.. umuuwin na haha
44. Kung wala ka sa orihinal na section mo at papipiliin ka ng ibang section, anong section?
- pwdng ndi mamili?? ehe
45. Kung may babaguhin ka/ilalagay na campus rule? Ano yon?
dapat ndi pinapauwi mag nalalalte!! ahaha
46. Ano ang mga nagbago sa'yo simula noon?
- tumaba at pumuti onti.. ehe
47. Kung ikaw ang maglalagay ng motto sa year book mo, ano yon?
- If others can, why can’t i?. ^^
48. Umiyak ka ba nung graduation niyo?
- ou, dahil may pumasok na gamugamo sa mata ko.. at di lang sya pumasok, naglibot pa sya ^^
ABC
A - Age: 28
B - Bed size: twin size
C - Chore you hate: maghugas ng pinggan
D - Dog's name: ala e..
E - Essential start to your day item: cellphone
F - Favourite colour: pink
G - Gold or Silver: gold
H - Height: 5'4"
I - Instruments you play: keyboard/guitar (not really good at either)
J - Job title: as for now, wala :D
K - Kid(s): wala
L - Living arrangements: staying with my mum
M - Mom's name: Adelina
N - Nicknames: Adel,
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: la pa naman so far
P - Pet Peeves: kayabangan
Q- Quote from a movie: I AM THE QUEEN OF THE WORLD! ehe
R - Right or left handed: right
S - Siblings: 2
T - Time you wake up: 10 AM
U- Underwear: panty
V - Vegetable you dislike: okra
W - Why you run late: car
X - X-rays you've had: chest p lng naman
Y - Yummy food you make: PANCAKE!! hehe.. yumyum ^^
Z - Zoo favourite: lions?
Friday, July 23, 2010
IMY
i don't really wanna go, i can hold on if only you'll want me to.. but you don't.
your love is all i think about.
there's nothing left that i can do. at least you know i tried. isn't if funny how the people who said i'll never hurt you are the ones who hurts you the worst? you live, you laugh, you love, you learn, you scream, you cry, you crash, you burn..
our greatest fear
it is our light not our darkness that most frightens us
our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
it is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
we ask ourselves, who am i to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?
actually, who are you not to be?
you are a child of God.
your playing small does not serve the world.
there's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other
people won't feel insecure around you.
we were born to make manifest the glory of
God that is within us.
it's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
and as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
as we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.
—Marianne Williamson
our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
it is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
we ask ourselves, who am i to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?
actually, who are you not to be?
you are a child of God.
your playing small does not serve the world.
there's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other
people won't feel insecure around you.
we were born to make manifest the glory of
God that is within us.
it's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
and as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
as we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.
—Marianne Williamson
Thursday, July 22, 2010
takin break
It was going to happen today.
I woke up around 9 am, went online. got a replied thanks god! I feel alive. But why she still have doubts. Finally, in the evening, he came online. They talked about what had happen 2 days ago.
"You don't know my life.. You don't know how he live.. What he have.. Which troubles he have.. which thoughts in his mind.. Just listen". He said.
"He don't have easy life.. Trust me", He said. Things he never tell her.. Makes his life harder after these.. He really can't manage little stupid things and she is not like mature". He said. "It is not enough for him for his life.."
"He's not her who just shopping and hang out with friends. He have so many problems and he don't want new ones even they are so stupid, he said. So he will think both of them what to do. He will think it twice about them, he said.
"OMG!". She said.
"Maybe he will ask her for taking break". He said. He told her he will think it first. He is not teenage he can't carry things anymore, he said. "He just feel he need respectful in his life". "He's not 18 he's got sick of arguments".
"Are you tired of us?", She said.
*She crossed her toes and fingers* waiting for the answer. No, I don't want to hear his response. But well, she needs to know.
He replied, "if she only knew who he is she really would get him he's already tired".
Break the silence..
"But he will focus his personal problems more any more he's not leaving her".
He said.
"Are we still...
she paused for a while. you know?". Her eyes cold, hard, glittering, on hers.
"Yes, he told her he's not leaving her but maybe there will be a break he need time, he said.
She breathed deeply through her nostrills, telling herself this can't be happening..
She's starting to cry.. about what she said about him. she's blaming herself cuz of what had happened between them. :(
"You know what happened in his life in May and June?". He said. He don't tell her 'cause it's so early to tell her terribly life and I don't want to share it".
But...
It doesn't mean he is good..
"I love you too but he said, but they don't have harmony".
She replied, "she will take a break for how many days, months or what?
PLS.... she said.
"He don't know he is confused in his soul.
Nope, don't say that, she said.
Yes, he said.
Every night he cry.
Every night he is sad enough.
So much.
Silence.....
He told her he's not leaving her and he don't want it either but...
he need time for his self.. to be alone.. Don't cry, he said. Pls. Don't cry.
He need few weeks maybe.
She said, "should she wait for him in a weeks time?".
"Or you can leave me that time". he said.
Nope, the girl said.
"He don't have this idea. He don't feel safe".
".Something is wrong between them. They couldn't catch the harmony yet. And these times are important for him 'cause he have to solve somethings".
Damn her! The girl, said.
"Don't say to yourself". He said. Maybe he's too wrong person for her".
You are right, for me and so proud she say that.
"Hope so", he said.
After the things happened, she can't imagine she did that for him it's nonsense stupid everything she's bad she can't forgive herself, DAMN!
I guess... he said.
"This break will be good for him and her...
Then he's gone.. he got dc.
The girl didn't expect this to happen between the two of them. Can't believe he's asking her to take a break.. OMG! they need a break! ouch! she said. :(
She have nothing to do but cry, cry and cry.. She cried the whole night. It's her fault, she's not mature! She admit it!
Seems he was falling apart.
That night under the cold, rainy nights, she really don't know what to do. She just browsed the pics, listened and watched his voice on his video. And she cried again. Because he broke her, kept her broken in pieces around her feet, and didn't have the courage to mend her again.
And that was how it was,because she would always be that:
Broken
I woke up around 9 am, went online. got a replied thanks god! I feel alive. But why she still have doubts. Finally, in the evening, he came online. They talked about what had happen 2 days ago.
"You don't know my life.. You don't know how he live.. What he have.. Which troubles he have.. which thoughts in his mind.. Just listen". He said.
"He don't have easy life.. Trust me", He said. Things he never tell her.. Makes his life harder after these.. He really can't manage little stupid things and she is not like mature". He said. "It is not enough for him for his life.."
"He's not her who just shopping and hang out with friends. He have so many problems and he don't want new ones even they are so stupid, he said. So he will think both of them what to do. He will think it twice about them, he said.
"OMG!". She said.
"Maybe he will ask her for taking break". He said. He told her he will think it first. He is not teenage he can't carry things anymore, he said. "He just feel he need respectful in his life". "He's not 18 he's got sick of arguments".
"Are you tired of us?", She said.
*She crossed her toes and fingers* waiting for the answer. No, I don't want to hear his response. But well, she needs to know.
He replied, "if she only knew who he is she really would get him he's already tired".
Break the silence..
"But he will focus his personal problems more any more he's not leaving her".
He said.
"Are we still...
she paused for a while. you know?". Her eyes cold, hard, glittering, on hers.
"Yes, he told her he's not leaving her but maybe there will be a break he need time, he said.
She breathed deeply through her nostrills, telling herself this can't be happening..
She's starting to cry.. about what she said about him. she's blaming herself cuz of what had happened between them. :(
"You know what happened in his life in May and June?". He said. He don't tell her 'cause it's so early to tell her terribly life and I don't want to share it".
But...
It doesn't mean he is good..
"I love you too but he said, but they don't have harmony".
She replied, "she will take a break for how many days, months or what?
PLS.... she said.
"He don't know he is confused in his soul.
Nope, don't say that, she said.
Yes, he said.
Every night he cry.
Every night he is sad enough.
So much.
Silence.....
He told her he's not leaving her and he don't want it either but...
he need time for his self.. to be alone.. Don't cry, he said. Pls. Don't cry.
He need few weeks maybe.
She said, "should she wait for him in a weeks time?".
"Or you can leave me that time". he said.
Nope, the girl said.
"He don't have this idea. He don't feel safe".
".Something is wrong between them. They couldn't catch the harmony yet. And these times are important for him 'cause he have to solve somethings".
Damn her! The girl, said.
"Don't say to yourself". He said. Maybe he's too wrong person for her".
You are right, for me and so proud she say that.
"Hope so", he said.
After the things happened, she can't imagine she did that for him it's nonsense stupid everything she's bad she can't forgive herself, DAMN!
I guess... he said.
"This break will be good for him and her...
Then he's gone.. he got dc.
The girl didn't expect this to happen between the two of them. Can't believe he's asking her to take a break.. OMG! they need a break! ouch! she said. :(
She have nothing to do but cry, cry and cry.. She cried the whole night. It's her fault, she's not mature! She admit it!
Seems he was falling apart.
That night under the cold, rainy nights, she really don't know what to do. She just browsed the pics, listened and watched his voice on his video. And she cried again. Because he broke her, kept her broken in pieces around her feet, and didn't have the courage to mend her again.
And that was how it was,because she would always be that:
Broken
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
bro ken
it was going to happen today...
and that was how it was, because she would always be that:
broken
A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Dear “person who has hurt me recently”,
GROW UP!
Jaz *smiley face*.
and that was how it was, because she would always be that:
broken
Monday, July 12, 2010
new template!
So what do you guys think about my new blogger template? It's seems just a tad more exciting than the previous one. it's suuper pink! :))) I haven't had a change in about a year (or maybe even longer!). I like it. :)
Over and out....
Over and out....
Friday, July 9, 2010
Hopeful Oranje
for WORLD CUP 2010
HOLLAND, I CHOOSE YOU!
i'm a Holland supporter since Euro 2004 and i'm so proud to see my team in the finals this World Cup. although i predicted that Holland will go against Spain (my second team) in the finals, i'm sure Spain will show us an equally exciting match, ending with the Oranje Lion's victory of course. LOL!
keeping my fingers... and toes crossed!
HOLLAND, I CHOOSE YOU!
i'm a Holland supporter since Euro 2004 and i'm so proud to see my team in the finals this World Cup. although i predicted that Holland will go against Spain (my second team) in the finals, i'm sure Spain will show us an equally exciting match, ending with the Oranje Lion's victory of course. LOL!
keeping my fingers... and toes crossed!
Monday, July 5, 2010
i have the same dream. LoL.
Family Guy - Puppy Adoption Dream .
i can't take it anymore.. soo sleepy.. and i am a sweet sleeper :) c'ya soon.
i can't take it anymore.. soo sleepy.. and i am a sweet sleeper :) c'ya soon.
mga namiss ko :D
maglaro ng games sa fb..
ang riles..
magblog..
nakababad sa computer ng ilang oras..
di matulog till umaga..
mga friend ko..
ang riles..
magblog..
nakababad sa computer ng ilang oras..
di matulog till umaga..
mga friend ko..
starting fresh
yes, today is the day i shall start with my blog. oh how long has it been. we shall reunite all. i'll get back with this tomorrow if u don't mind hehe..
good night!
good night!
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